Voluminous Weakness (A Poem)

In this new door I entered, there is a mighty large tree

It has built strong with colorful leaves of wisdom

I was a little savage grass flower sprouted as you see

The shades of that tree supported me giving me freedom.

In a world of new things I am not sure I could survive

There you are giving me a hand making me feel alive

Your wisdom waters my tiny stem to firmly stand

You might be mixed up but you are a gem of the land

Day by day your extravagance weakens me

Those strong branches of you feel so hard to climb on

Stubborn, I am, for I feel nearly lost to losing on your shade

I want to feel you sway again but I am afraid and faint

Please forgive me for this flaccidness in me

It might not matter to you but now you matter to me the most

This tension of conflicting battles deep inside

I am still tugging clashing these things I have to set aside.

Meeting once in a lifetime you made me learn

You are one of the strongest and brightest trees of your kind

Thankful, I am witness to have your wit and charm

- Flordeliz Fullo

Bakit masama ang Chismis?

Or rumors Rumors / Gossip English word, what was done to our lives as citizens? Said on wikipedia and my own understanding is it was pagkkwentuhan about the lives of other people coupled with negative feedback, stories or insights with the truth or not. Magkwentuhan fond Filipinos, from loitering on corners, in neighborhoods, magkakaklase, co-workers or even the Internet. What is also delicious snacks without the fellowship and exchange of opinion. Included in our culture to talk about the lives of others when nothing significant can speak about yourself or you hate the enemy that sho better or with more money.

Why is it bad rumors? Think you walk on the road and have heard you whispering, how will you feel if you knew how they murmured are you? You nabuko neighbor's wife has since reached number 2 on the rumors of him with a woman in the mall, he threw the clothes out and eventually found out that his cousin just turned it nimister. Many walking and talking about the lives of others since the destruction of good relations, friendship and deterioration of starting a fight and mess. We have our own lives that we can not speak about but tampering with the lives of others and to broadcast it is not good manners as a well-educated and good man.

We need to lift ourselves by vandalism or backward in speaking evil of others, thereby we can look cheap and there is no breeding. Everything has a limit, and with that there was tampering with the lives of others. The secret is found not to be mean to other people because if it is sensitive and can destroy, you caused all the trouble. The thing with proper use, including our tongues. Imagine then, who are you to let people know the things entrusted to you that you should not tell others? Why do you need to tell the world the good things nangayri you or someone else that you do not think someone will get hurt or chaos? Only that discipline.

On the other hand, well affiliated rumors the crab mentality, I'll see a new use of mare, you are going to say neighbors and that is not good or they just borrowed it. I work better with you then you can expose the secret boss that he was asleep on the job even after he closed his eyes just finish everything. Why can not we just too hard for us also achieve success? Those people that, if they never met where they are today if they have not done that unearned glad you have them masisisra by vandalism.

Delicious to share feelings with friends. Said that, alleviate loneliness, resentment and stress if you share with those closest to your heart you are going through or grievance. But what if it spread around the world? Did you break your boyfriend with another woman because according to your doubts. Super resentment and you want a shoulder to lean on, spread it to your friends, co-workers, neighbors, you have posted on Facebook and as a security guard naikwento you. Imagine that you're not just making Pulutan your life, destroying also those being the boyfriend to someone else. There are things that one should spread than just privately, whether good or bad. Lined in the middle of being shared and eeskandalo.

Also avoid magkwentuhan, I said that magkwentuhan fine but if we think it can be. Also having trouble increases when the story elements born of envy and hatred. If you have come to us and did not hear the inevitable topic around, do not just hope to increase it. Peter Nalate work done the next day Peter nalate news because it has a kadate. Because they know that she is dating Peter if he himself did not know his own shovel with you dating him.

The existence of the dispute well is part of human life. Nothing is perfect in this world. I just have this situation, we do not nurture them by pagsususmbong other people who are not involved or if not so much the issue. Might prompt you just spread the issue because it appears that you're looking for allies after ending the exemption also searched other side after World War 3. As much as possible to arrange something private and peaceful.

There are really difficult situation magpaka educated. Neither am I saying that I'm perfect, I went on stage I'm also part of the disinformation and who does not turn? You admit you also. Can you just the things you have learned the things you have experienced in the past and for me, really bad because narasan mainvolve rumors here and machismis. Painful thing you know you have to say they are not good and you do not defend yourself manlang and those hard of guilt because you have done poorly. Well, what should I do? Listen, do not judge and do not maikalam. We respect each other. A person with self-respect is wise to respect other people. -FAF

Von Voyage...

Dear Sister,

We may have not have known each other for a number of years (at least we had one and hoping the counting would still continue) but thank you for the friendship and care you have given us.

for teaching me how to cook ...

For the advises, words of wisdom and sermons that taught me to be less lazy, stronger, productive and true to myself.

For being there when I need someone to listen ...

For some of mine and Rio Bear's happy and funny memories here in HDC ...

You are a strong and loving woman that is why many admire and love you.

I may not always be vocal or that kind of endearing to you in person but for me you are one good friend I always treasure and be thankful of.

Wishing you all the best in life I know that God has His Purpose on you and He will bring you in the perfect place with the perfect person for you to be happy in a lifetime.
Friends forever. We will never forget you. We love you and see you again.

--- Floree

Thank You Friend..

Sometime in our lives we meet people out of nowhere and one day we will just be surprised that they will become a part of it. Once upon a time, I met someone online then now would I never thought that he would be one source of strength in my life kadramahan. I can not explain how I recognized him online but I can imagine that it would be close buddy he even online ... I just appreciate everything from ... nonsense good mornings to extreme emotional upsets nanjan he always listens. I wonder if he is not in Facebook Chat and WeChat is more everyday I'm crazy. Whoever he is, I want to thank all those simple .... all he listens when I'm going through, super sized things so I nun of sexual behavior daily. I thank him for making me smile and the sensible advices. Trully, a friend is a gift from God and I do not even know if he will be my friend forever, pinagpapasalamat I met him .... I hope he does not get tired and hopefully one day I return those supporting me. Thank you friends ...

--Floree

Ano ang pakiramdam ng isang Bisexual?

What is the feeling of a Bisexual?

In the modern world today, not just the two types of sex of men, perhaps because the first time the conservative society, not just those people released a real attitude to their sexuality. Third sex call to emotions and sexuality of people emotionally and sexually attracted to people of the same sex. There are four divisions of the third sex; This is LGBT. Lesbians: women attracted to other women, Gays: men who are attracted to their fellow men; Bisexual, boys and girls can relish both gender and Transgenders, those who had a sex change and dress and act like the opposite sex.

In my life I do not understand since I was a child why I love more than the praise of beautiful handsome. Sometimes in grade 5, I have female classmates and happy I feel happy when I see him and I admire him until I excelled him of many things. Even though I knew that I was the first attraction to men, feeling that I am accountable to him. Actually, I had a feeling matiniding a lesbian in the early puberty and also able to imagine my fantasies with same sex. Many years have passed but I thought, I'm nasolve identity crisis because I was all boys that my apple of the eye. Still, I still naaatract same sex but not all the same as before, perhaps even confused I was.

After many years, I never expected to experience again that maatract and could fall to a person belonging to the same sex. I know that because I like him, I feel happy when you see him, he's nice and especially his smile, it feels good to talk to him, he thought, when I awake and before going to bed and she's so excited because I attended. Sometimes I was ashamed of myself now why I feel this thing again, trying to suppress my case starts well be awkward when she's there and not me uneasy. Fall unexpectedly difficult because you do not know how to delete it immediately. This is not correct because there is no destination and we might just break my friendship with you. Finally, I realized that maybe this really, really have nothing to be ashamed so I must move on immediately. I just wanted to be her friend and be strong yung friendship namin. Sometimes I wish I just told her but thankfully well yun yun lang yung feeling can I hint to him that I admired him and nothing else. Difficult as it was to accept, now I have no fear to tell the world that I am Bisexual and I'm meant to be like this. I know my place in the world and asked to choose if I'm still going to be my partner in life, maybe I still want to grow. All I can say, let us accept what we are because it can set us free.

Bakit patok na patok sa masa ang "Be Careful with my Heart"?

Milyong milyong Pilipino sa bansa at sa iba pang panig ng mundo ay nahuhumaling sa pang umagang teleserye na nagbibigay ng kilig, inspirasyon at katuwaan. Umaga palang, nakatutok na ang mga misis sa bawat tahanan, mga estudyante at manggagawa na nasa kanilang mga breaktime para abangan ang susunod na kabanata sa buhay ng atng masayahin at punong puno ng pag-asa na si Maya De La Rosa na ginagampanan ni Jodi Sta. Maria at ang pamilya Lim na pinamumunuan ng kanilang padre de pamilya na si Richard Lim na ginagampanan naman ni Richard Yap.

Bakit nga ba patok na patok sa masa ang teleseryeng ito?

Una, dahil sa kakaibang aura ng mga karakter. Sino ba naman ang hindi matutuwa kay Maya na pasan na yata ang buong mundo sa dami ng problema ngunit napaka masyahin at positibo parin ang mga pananaw sa buhay? Maituturin na magandang ehemplo ang karakter para sa mga kababaihan at mga anak na nagmamahal sa kanilang pamilya na dumaranas ng mga problema dahil sa kahirapan. Ang ugaling ito ni Maya ang naging susi para maging pasensyoso siya sa mga pinagdaraanan para sa kanyang pamilya. Ito rin ang nagustuhan sa kanya ng kanyang katambal sa istorya na si Ricardo Lim na tinatawag niyang "Ser Chief." Maging ang mga anak ni Richard sa istorya ay kakikitaan ng kakaibang spark tulad nila Jerome Ponce bilang Luke, Janella Salvador bilang Nikki at ang nakapa lovable na si Abby na ginagamapanan ng cute na cute na si Mutya Orquia. Yung bang tipong ang gaan ng impact nila pag pinanonood, talagang maaaliw ka sa kanila.

Pangalawa, dahil maraming pwede maka relate sa istorya sa kahit anong estado ng buhay. Ang mga Pilipino ngayon ay nakakaranas ng maraming isyu tulad ng kawalan ng trabaho at kung paano susuportahan ang pamilya. Si Maya ay isang probinsyana na nangarap magtrabaho sa ibang bansa ngunit siya ay nabigo. Pero ika nga nila, habang may buhay ay may pag-asa naman, blessing narin siguro yun dahil dito nakilala niya si Richard Lim na nagbigay sa kanya ng bagong pag-asa sa buhay ay mga pagtulong na di matatawaran para sa isang amo sa kanyang kasambahay. Sa kabilang banda, matututunan din sa istorya kung paano bumangon mula sa pagkawala ng isang minamahal sa buhay. Ang pamilya Lim ay naging madilim mula ng mamatay ang kanilang ilaw ng tahanan ngunit dahil sa pagiging biba at maalaga ng bago nilang yaya na si Maya, unti unting nag iba at naging mas makulay ang pamilya. Pati sa pagpapalaki ng mga anak na teenagers ay matututunan din sa istorya at mga karaniwang pinagdaraanan ng mga teenagers tulad nila Luke at Nikki.

Pangatlo, ang nakakakilig na loveteam nila Maya at Ser Chief. Minsan hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit marami ang kilig na kilig kay Richard Yap. Aminin na nating mejo may angat ang edad niya sa karamihan ng mga manonood ngunit hindi parin mapigilan ang mga kababaihan, teenager man or adult na hangaan ang aktor. Iba kasi ang tindig niya at dating, para bang pag siya ang naging nobyo mo, secured ka at aminin natin, gwapo naman talaga si Mr. Yap, macho na classy ang dating, pang prince charming kahit may edad na kumpara sa mga batang tagahanga niya. Si Jodi naman, magaling na siyang aktres dati pa, lahat na yata ng roles na challenging nasubukan na niya tulad ng pagiging kontrabida niya ngunit bakit dito siya mas minamahal ng mga tao? Siguro dahil dalang dala niya yung karakter, puno ng pag-asa.

Waging wagi din ito sa ratings na hindi matapatan ng taga kabilang istasyon. Ito din ang pinakaunang teleserye ng ABS-CBN na naka High Definition (HD). Napaka makabuluhan ng palabas na ito, sana mas maraming pang ganitong uri ng programa ang gawin ng mga istasyon ng media sa Pilipinas. -faf

Ang pangarap kong maging manunulat

We are all with him his dreams. Would not it be fun if we have those capabilities are used for things that we want? But not all dreams are fulfilled in volume because of the life that we have to cope with. May aspiring singers even GARY, there there would be artists but not blessed with talent in acting and some do the opposite but the volume of personal reasons is that they can fulfill them as just experiencing financial difficulties. Luckily, others with conn or that sufficient budget to accomplish what they want.

Since the lower grades I'm still always loved to read and write in addition to drawing. I remember when jaw sinali my teacher in feature writing contest that I was able to make verses and catchy them. I'm also a member of the journalism club . I also had to make poetry and what what brief stories because I want to hold paper, pens and pencils before. When to college, I learned to blog. Fun way to make blog because other bloggers read the writings and the whole world as well. Because we were so poor, it was practical and I ended up choosing the course that I really pinangrap but the later I learned that to love as many happy memories and adventures that I experienced as well as help and care for the sick. Bachelor of Science in computer Science really is my dream since I was young because I love Magbutingting the programs on the computer and it was more in demand. Said my last high school teacher, Political Science was the matter with me because I'm also good at social studies, others said fashion was nice because I could draw but later realized I really beating heart I was writing. Previously, I magkapagsulat fantasy novel that does not lose the memory of reads but because I'm lazy, I dream that will be feature writer . I'm wandering from place to place to find stories you write and mainspire readers. I would also become famous blogger. Iba kasi yung feeling when I see those visitors who visit my blog articles. Feels that they read as I've written because I talk so would the world.

When I could such a pangrap me? Hopefully someday God's given the opportunity to do I do the things that makes me whole. I do not say that I'm happy now, I'm proud of my professional life and I salute my colleagues are. I really want to write. Whatever the plan of God for me, I'm loose accepted. -faf